so i have to tell you...

the other day when i went to buy stamps (yes i finally bought them!) i had to cross an old lady across the road. i always thought that was just something funny, but here she actually asked me to walk her across (however she didnt pick the best spot to cross) she was trying to cross main street by the post office.. not even at the end of the corner/block. but she really appreciated it and it showed me.. wow. but i just had to say cuz it was kinda weird.

Scrapbooking

okay so i love scrapbooking. i just went and bought a new book and stickers, but now i am stumped on what i want to do... this makes me frusturated. maybe its cuz my stickers dont match my new pages, or maybe its cuz im so scatterbrained (i heard this word from a friend and it fits me to a t, so im going to use it ) i dont know. i was doing that and somehow i ended up on the computer (not even in the same area or room) and i really want to do it but i just looked at all my stuff just puzzled. Wow :) i get overwelmed. but its ok. it keeps me entertained. BUT i really would like to start me new scrapbook (i feel like i just got a shopping spree!!)
hopefully ill get atleast a page done... hopefully

Candle Party!!!!

yay im having a candle party. im way excited. not about the candles, but just about having some friends n family over. yay yay yay. and i cooked. well i burnt the pumpkin pie (didnt know you cooked pumpkin pie) and i made a veggie tray and punch and cookies!! lol im stoked. i never thought id be this excited. well i havnt seen some family since before i left for the army (july of '07) so its been awhile. at the same time im nervous... what are they gonna think about my cooking, my furniture, my apt, how i do things. it all makes me nervous. and theyre all gonna bring up my pregnancy and that makes me nervous as well. maybe ill take a nap... YES! lol

about the ex's....

Let me tell you... I've only had a couple 'serious' relationships (id say 2 real serious ones) and the one we were friends before we were "bf/gf" and have been talking before my junior year (so we dated for quite awhile) and didnt break up til i left for the army (there were points here n there that we were just 'dating' but we never dated anyone else besides the other). Aparently long distant relationships didnt work for him. BUT we remained friends. Then once i got home we dated again (yes people i know we always ended up back together) :) But hes up in Erie for college now and im fine with us being just friends, but then he started dating this slussy (with the same name as me!) and she now i guess forbids us to even be friends. UGH. so lame. i dont want him, but hes one of my BFFs and im one of his. So i dont understand how she can do that. I could see if i was getting all up on him, but im not. Because i know hes not ready for what im going through, and thats cool i totally understand. But this is just urking me BAD!!
but honestly im friends with all my exs except the BD (babys daddy) and i think its ok. Because we dont talk like 'that' so you females that are totally controlling need to get over it. Guys have friends that are girls and girls have friends that may be your boyfriend. Get over it.
*pc*

Let me tell you!

so, im currently a pennsylvania driver (and yes im registered to vote). I am driving an Oldsmobile Station Wagon. Well let me tell you about this station wagon.. I HATE IT!! well maybe its the driver and not the car. But driving is quite interesting for me. Its like my life something always goes wrong (it keeps things interesting i guess). I havnt had my license that long... and so far today i hit a curb and got a flat tire and couldnt find the doughnut or anything so i had to call Vern and make him come back to Butler (thank you vern, youre a lifesaver!!!). We changed it (well mainly vern, i helped out the bolt things on and off and watched :) ). Over the weekend i almost hit a guy in a wheelchair (although it was 11 at night and he was driving down the middle of the road.. THIS IS WHY THEY INVENTED SIDEWALKS!!!) lol but i didnt hit him, Thank God. Ive already gotten pulled over (thank you Josh) aparently it was a no left turn zone, luckily i just got a warning. Ive gotten lost quite a bit. I got lost around walmart, somehow i landed on a BIG road. Just everyday its just something. I want to get a limo and hire a driver. that would be amazing. Because ive come to a conclusion... I HATE driving.

So i think its leg is deformed :/

ok so i keep looking at this ultrasound and i think his leg is deformed. LOOK at it. its not the umbilical cord, and its def not his boy parts... so it has to be his leg. or maybe he has a ginornous foot. o this worries me. well it worries me cuz i cant figure out what it is. i mean seriously it has to be his leg. i dont know. well ill ask the dr tomarrow. see what she says.

President Bush

haHEM (clearing the throat)
bush... lets see... where should i start. well first im gonna start by saying i respect everyones opinions. Cuz theyre opinions and i know if you disagree you know nothing about this... so i will excuse you.
this war...
my battles are being killed for NOTHING anymore.
i have lots of friends over there.. for what reason???

George Bush why dont you answer that question.

and all these people running for president and vice "the troops will come home" and "their deployment will be shorter" YET they 'FORGET' to tell you that with troops coming home, they just have to send other soldiers over. And with their deployment being shorter, theyre all just gonna be deployed more often.

IF we could just pull out obviously we would. but this isnt sex and we cant. unless we bomb the crap out of the country but then we would be killing lots of innocent people who are just doing what were doing... PROTECTING their COUNTRY and PEOPLE!!

grrr......

this makes me so mad! and all parties envolved make me mad. grr...!

*big deep breath*

well that is just some of my thoughts i could go on forever but im not going to cuz this would end up a book and not a blog.