improvement

so i have decided i need to become a better person all aroundt. not that im a bad person, i just want to improve mentally, physically, emotionally, all of that. i just know that im not finished working on me. and time is even shorter now, expecially since i have had my son, I love him he's my angel. but i really wish i could of finished working on me first so i could do better with providing him a good future. college would of been cool, its just gonna have to wait for a bit now. im not sure what my complete calling is... i love to help and make people happy. i love working for the lighthouse, i just wish it was in a different location, where my family will be. well i guess its kinda like a family. idk im not going to get technical. but anyways i just wanna improve. and i guess im kinda just babbling but thats ok, thats blogging right.

how i can and want to improve on mentally:
`look into/start online schooling
`read more 'educational' books
`take my boards for cosmotology
`gain a broader vocabulary

how i can and want to improve on physically:
`do my tony hortons ten minute workouts
`walk more
`crunches
`run
`join a gym
`take exercise classes

how i can and want to improve on emotionally:
`be more understanding
`not assume
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everything changes

my life continuasly changes. nothing seems to go the same. my life changes, my career changes, my family constantly changes. im ready for life to stop spinning and just stay in one place for awhile. i've moved 5 times in the past year. expecially now that i have a son i guess i really need to stay put somewhere, start a routine. its kind of hard, because i havn't had a routine since high school. well besides the army, you don't got a choice there. so i'm trying to do this routine thing. im not quite sure how i want to do it or how i want to start it... but i need to and im going to.