WELL.. yesterday came up with a GENIUS idea, (i like to plot things and often my ideas dont work, but i get excited anyways). so i was coming up with a way to get a new car or get my CANCER (rust) fixed. and i realized... hmm, im always doing somethies i.e. hitting a tree and knocking out my taillight, hitting the van, backing up and hitting the shed, or sideswiping my car along the cart things at walmart. If you notice, there is a pattern ALL ARE WHEN IM TRYING TO PARK AND BACK UP. so yinz now know i cant park to save my life lol.
HOWEVER, i was like; if i get full coverage and hit something my insurance will cover it and fix or replace my car, and it woulnt be insurance fraud or onpurpose, i just came to realization that i almost always hit something atleast once a week. but then, this is when i realized i know nothing about insurance. my dad doesnt talk to me so i called up my other 'dad' (who i ask all my dad questions to i.e. car, insurance, advice,boy stuff) "VERN, I HAVE AN AMAZING IDEA..." and i tell him my idea
SHUT DOWN. totally bursted my bubble (its ok though:) ) but aparently insurance doesnt work like i imagined. so now im not getting full coverage lol.
Wednesday, January 7, 2009
Wednesday, December 24, 2008
wow...
wow christmas. i always get so excited cuz i get to see my family. hmm... why... i wonder... i cant seem to figure it out, cuz my dad just sits there and makes faces, immediatly pissed off because im here. well im done. i dont know wat to do anymore. its christmas, at least return a hello. i said hi, and all he does is put on a pissed off face. ITS CHRISTMAS for gods sake just at least give a fake hello.
well ill blog how it goes... its only christmas eve. this will be interesting.
well ill blog how it goes... its only christmas eve. this will be interesting.
Saturday, December 20, 2008
Sex and the City
so youve watched sex and the city right... well sometimes that seems like my life.
well before i lost my major social life... but i still have one
but i watch it, and just realize wow.. i should so be on here. exvept id be the virginal one, but having a very interesting dark side. not like a bad person but you know.
its very interesting to me, the way women work. we are weird, obsessive, jealous, compolsive, have to be perfect, try and hide all our flaws, the list could just go on and on...
but we females are another species. i remember 'playing' the guys. dressing a little edgy. going to the bar and just misbehaving.
i talk about it like it was years ago... lol well only months.
i know i talk about men like im discussing a movie. i know im complicated as all heck
i dont like guys that like me; i want to have to work for a mans affection. meaning i want him to experience the whole and real me before even sayin he likes me. if he likes me before he does its an automatic no go. i dont want things easy, and he dont know the full coplicated me that shows me: he is not picky and does not choose wisely.
a man watches a girl, talks with a girl, then can fall for here. i mean sure there is some lust at first sight, but i want to create that lust. i want a man i can show 'wow i wanna be with her' not a 'shes hot i wanna hit that' NO GO! i do not want an ignorant slob..
i cant lie, i can talk trashier than a man about a man im eyein up (eye candy) but just because hes hot and id love to see his body does NOT mean im bout to 'pounce on him' ima wait watch him for a bit (not stockerish and not obvious) look at his expression. is he looking talkative, sexual, pissed? i usually go for the 2nd one. not for the reason y oure probably thinking. but a man that is too talkative will never let me get a word in or listen to my opinion. hes a pissy man, hes just gonna make me upset and feel like i always gotta please him, but if hes sexual, you can tame a sexual man. Sexual men usually want to always please a woman (not talkin sex) but the want to see you pleased, happy, content. you can teach them to respect you as in your wishes (no sex before marriage, engagement, whatever)
but thats all for now. i have xmas at my house 2maro and need to get cleaning
well before i lost my major social life... but i still have one
but i watch it, and just realize wow.. i should so be on here. exvept id be the virginal one, but having a very interesting dark side. not like a bad person but you know.
its very interesting to me, the way women work. we are weird, obsessive, jealous, compolsive, have to be perfect, try and hide all our flaws, the list could just go on and on...
but we females are another species. i remember 'playing' the guys. dressing a little edgy. going to the bar and just misbehaving.
i talk about it like it was years ago... lol well only months.
i know i talk about men like im discussing a movie. i know im complicated as all heck
i dont like guys that like me; i want to have to work for a mans affection. meaning i want him to experience the whole and real me before even sayin he likes me. if he likes me before he does its an automatic no go. i dont want things easy, and he dont know the full coplicated me that shows me: he is not picky and does not choose wisely.
a man watches a girl, talks with a girl, then can fall for here. i mean sure there is some lust at first sight, but i want to create that lust. i want a man i can show 'wow i wanna be with her' not a 'shes hot i wanna hit that' NO GO! i do not want an ignorant slob..
i cant lie, i can talk trashier than a man about a man im eyein up (eye candy) but just because hes hot and id love to see his body does NOT mean im bout to 'pounce on him' ima wait watch him for a bit (not stockerish and not obvious) look at his expression. is he looking talkative, sexual, pissed? i usually go for the 2nd one. not for the reason y oure probably thinking. but a man that is too talkative will never let me get a word in or listen to my opinion. hes a pissy man, hes just gonna make me upset and feel like i always gotta please him, but if hes sexual, you can tame a sexual man. Sexual men usually want to always please a woman (not talkin sex) but the want to see you pleased, happy, content. you can teach them to respect you as in your wishes (no sex before marriage, engagement, whatever)
but thats all for now. i have xmas at my house 2maro and need to get cleaning
christmas (stole from beth)
1. Wrapping paper or gift bags?
wrapping paper
2. Real tree or Artificial?
real, no one likes fake things...
5. Do you like eggnog?
gross
6. Favorite gift received as a child?
not sure, i was always appreciative n loved everything
7. Hardest person to buy for?
my br0
8. Easiest person to buy for?
serena
9. Do you have a nativity scene?
of course, except jesus looks misshapen
10. Mail or email Christmas cards?
i always fill them out and always forget to mail them!!!
11. Worst Christmas gift you ever received?
ugh when i was 16 my aunt got me this pony shirt (like an 8 yr old would wear) my mom MADE me WEAR IT!!!
12. Favorite Christmas Movie?
the grinch stole xmas
13. When do you start shopping for Christmas?
the week b4 xmas
14. Have you ever recycled a Christmas present?
dont think so...
15. Favorite thing to eat at Christmas?
everything!
16. Lights on the tree?
of course
17. Favorite Christmas song?
its cold outside, its so seductive
18. Travel at Christmas or stay home?
home, well travel to the parents and grandparents lol
19. Can you name all of Santa's reindeer's?
of course!!!
20. Angel on the tree-top or star?
star, from the DG lol (dollar general)
21. Open the presents Christmas Eve or Christmas morning?
morning.. well technically eve cuz id sneak out and open some
22. Most annoying thing about this time of the year?
its cold
23. Favorite ornament theme or color?
no. i like random
24. Favorite food for Christmas dinner?
turkey or chicken
25. What do you want for Christmas this year?
nothing for me. just stuff for my son (bottles! breast feeding stuff)
wrapping paper
2. Real tree or Artificial?
real, no one likes fake things...
5. Do you like eggnog?
gross
6. Favorite gift received as a child?
not sure, i was always appreciative n loved everything
7. Hardest person to buy for?
my br0
8. Easiest person to buy for?
serena
9. Do you have a nativity scene?
of course, except jesus looks misshapen
10. Mail or email Christmas cards?
i always fill them out and always forget to mail them!!!
11. Worst Christmas gift you ever received?
ugh when i was 16 my aunt got me this pony shirt (like an 8 yr old would wear) my mom MADE me WEAR IT!!!
12. Favorite Christmas Movie?
the grinch stole xmas
13. When do you start shopping for Christmas?
the week b4 xmas
14. Have you ever recycled a Christmas present?
dont think so...
15. Favorite thing to eat at Christmas?
everything!
16. Lights on the tree?
of course
17. Favorite Christmas song?
its cold outside, its so seductive
18. Travel at Christmas or stay home?
home, well travel to the parents and grandparents lol
19. Can you name all of Santa's reindeer's?
of course!!!
20. Angel on the tree-top or star?
star, from the DG lol (dollar general)
21. Open the presents Christmas Eve or Christmas morning?
morning.. well technically eve cuz id sneak out and open some
22. Most annoying thing about this time of the year?
its cold
23. Favorite ornament theme or color?
no. i like random
24. Favorite food for Christmas dinner?
turkey or chicken
25. What do you want for Christmas this year?
nothing for me. just stuff for my son (bottles! breast feeding stuff)
Monday, November 24, 2008
a big day with not a lot to do...
1. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE?
My mom, dad, brother, grandma and grandfather (all are carl and corole)
2. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU CRIED?
yesterday, my dad chewed me out...
3. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?
umm idk its handwriting... its not like "wow, look how i made that 't'"
4. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE LUNCH MEAT?
turkey breast... sliced and diced
5. DO YOU HAVE KIDS?
expecting a baby boy!!
6. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU?
of course! i would go on a tv show to be bffs with me (like paris)
7. DO YOU USE SARCASM A LOT?
it depends on the day and what mood im in.
8. DO YOU STILL HAVE YOUR TONSILS
yes
9. WOULD YOU BUNGEE JUMP?
i would love to!!
10. WHAT IS YOUR favorite CEREAL?
LUCKY CHARMS!!
11. DO YOU UNTIE YOUR SHOES WHEN YOU TAKE THEM OFF?
yes. because i retie them when i put them on and i cant stand when ppl break the backs of their shoes..
12. DO YOU THINK YOU ARE STRONG?
Theres strong, then theres ARMY STRONG hooah!!
13. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE ICE CREAM?
nutty buttys
14. WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT SOMEONE?
their hair, their teeth, and what theyre wearing
15. RED OR PINK?
red, its so BAM
16. WHAT IS THE LEAST FAVORITE THING ABOUT YOURSELF?
that im shy, it makes me seem stuck up and i also loose opportunities cuz of it
17. WHO DO YOU MISS THE MOST?
Nana banana rip
18. WHAT COLOR SHOES ARE YOU WEARING?
black
19. WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU ATE?
idk im always eating
20. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW ?
the beautiful sounds of my keyboard
21.IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOR WOULD YOU BE?
almond
22. FAVORITE SMELLS?
guys AX, mistletoe kisses
23. WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?
josh, well fell asleep txtin him
24. FAVORITE SPORTS TO WATCH?
penguins!! whoop whoop
25. HAIR COLOR?
my natural is dirty blonde, however i color it and its cappuccino
26. EYE COLOR?
hazel, mainly green
27. DO YOU WEAR CONTACTS?
on special occasions
28. FAVORITE FOOD?
rare steak, crab legs and pizza
29. SCARY MOVIES OR HAPPY ENDINGS?
depends. im not a sucker for sappy movies
30. LAST MOVIE WATCHED?
the traveling pants 2
31 WHAT COLOR SHIRT ARE YOU WEARING?
RED!
32. SUMMER OR WINTER?
winter
33. HUGS OR KISSES?
hugs, they mean so much more, and after a rough day a hug is just so calming
34. FAVORITE DESSERT?
hersheys chocolate pie
35. WHAT BOOK ARE YOU READING NOW?
the quran
37. WHAT DID YOU WATCH ON TV LAST NIGHT?
THE SIMPSONS season 9
38. FAVORITE SOUND?
electric guitar
39. ROLLING STONES OR BEATLES?
this is a toughy
40. WHAT IS THE FARTHEST YOU HAVE BEEN FROM HOME?
kansas? or florida? not sure which is considered farther
41. DO YOU HAVE A SPECIAL TALENT?
yes...
My mom, dad, brother, grandma and grandfather (all are carl and corole)
2. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU CRIED?
yesterday, my dad chewed me out...
3. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?
umm idk its handwriting... its not like "wow, look how i made that 't'"
4. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE LUNCH MEAT?
turkey breast... sliced and diced
5. DO YOU HAVE KIDS?
expecting a baby boy!!
6. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU?
of course! i would go on a tv show to be bffs with me (like paris)
7. DO YOU USE SARCASM A LOT?
it depends on the day and what mood im in.
8. DO YOU STILL HAVE YOUR TONSILS
yes
9. WOULD YOU BUNGEE JUMP?
i would love to!!
10. WHAT IS YOUR favorite CEREAL?
LUCKY CHARMS!!
11. DO YOU UNTIE YOUR SHOES WHEN YOU TAKE THEM OFF?
yes. because i retie them when i put them on and i cant stand when ppl break the backs of their shoes..
12. DO YOU THINK YOU ARE STRONG?
Theres strong, then theres ARMY STRONG hooah!!
13. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE ICE CREAM?
nutty buttys
14. WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT SOMEONE?
their hair, their teeth, and what theyre wearing
15. RED OR PINK?
red, its so BAM
16. WHAT IS THE LEAST FAVORITE THING ABOUT YOURSELF?
that im shy, it makes me seem stuck up and i also loose opportunities cuz of it
17. WHO DO YOU MISS THE MOST?
Nana banana rip
18. WHAT COLOR SHOES ARE YOU WEARING?
black
19. WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU ATE?
idk im always eating
20. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW ?
the beautiful sounds of my keyboard
21.IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOR WOULD YOU BE?
almond
22. FAVORITE SMELLS?
guys AX, mistletoe kisses
23. WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?
josh, well fell asleep txtin him
24. FAVORITE SPORTS TO WATCH?
penguins!! whoop whoop
25. HAIR COLOR?
my natural is dirty blonde, however i color it and its cappuccino
26. EYE COLOR?
hazel, mainly green
27. DO YOU WEAR CONTACTS?
on special occasions
28. FAVORITE FOOD?
rare steak, crab legs and pizza
29. SCARY MOVIES OR HAPPY ENDINGS?
depends. im not a sucker for sappy movies
30. LAST MOVIE WATCHED?
the traveling pants 2
31 WHAT COLOR SHIRT ARE YOU WEARING?
RED!
32. SUMMER OR WINTER?
winter
33. HUGS OR KISSES?
hugs, they mean so much more, and after a rough day a hug is just so calming
34. FAVORITE DESSERT?
hersheys chocolate pie
35. WHAT BOOK ARE YOU READING NOW?
the quran
37. WHAT DID YOU WATCH ON TV LAST NIGHT?
THE SIMPSONS season 9
38. FAVORITE SOUND?
electric guitar
39. ROLLING STONES OR BEATLES?
this is a toughy
40. WHAT IS THE FARTHEST YOU HAVE BEEN FROM HOME?
kansas? or florida? not sure which is considered farther
41. DO YOU HAVE A SPECIAL TALENT?
yes...
popcicle sticks and wax strips
what an eventful night! i let one of my girl friends wax me.
*ok right there you know BIG MISTAKE*
miss mydock bought the professional waxing kit (so it wasnt one of those microwavable ones BIG DIFFERENCE) so i figured id let her wax me (my legs, wasnt tryin anything else). Not that she's bad at it, but it was a very painful experience! yes, we did take pictures :)
it was very akward, not to mention i was in this dress thing and cant lay down on my belly like you normally would. so she got a nice butt shot. its a good thing we're good friends. i was in the most akward positions. AND THEN I POPPED A HIP lol. now i feel like im 80.
needless to say you may not be able to picture this if u dont know me n serena very well, however, if you do youre def picturin' this and totally embarrased for me. lol
it was a fun girls night though
painful.. very painful. shes not touching nething else. DONT DO IT. and you people that get anything else waxed are NUTS!
But now my legs are nice and smooth. But sore and red still.
*ok right there you know BIG MISTAKE*
miss mydock bought the professional waxing kit (so it wasnt one of those microwavable ones BIG DIFFERENCE) so i figured id let her wax me (my legs, wasnt tryin anything else). Not that she's bad at it, but it was a very painful experience! yes, we did take pictures :)
it was very akward, not to mention i was in this dress thing and cant lay down on my belly like you normally would. so she got a nice butt shot. its a good thing we're good friends. i was in the most akward positions. AND THEN I POPPED A HIP lol. now i feel like im 80.
needless to say you may not be able to picture this if u dont know me n serena very well, however, if you do youre def picturin' this and totally embarrased for me. lol
it was a fun girls night though
painful.. very painful. shes not touching nething else. DONT DO IT. and you people that get anything else waxed are NUTS!
But now my legs are nice and smooth. But sore and red still.
Wednesday, November 19, 2008
i just dont know *please comment*
how come everytime i blog i just seem to think abbas... i dont get it. maybe its cuz he changed my life tremendously. i dont know and i know it probably gets annoying but i just cant help it. i talked to him again today and we are getting along much better. he actually seems to be getting excited cuz 'im gin to georgia' Well i havnt actually made my decision yet. im leanin towards no, but when i think about it with noone elses opinion my choice is 'savannah here i come.'
this is why i dont want to leave
- i just got the rm position and i feel like if i say yes ill screw the lighthouse over
*however i know that i cant let that make me say no, but i feel so guilty
-i can transfer my americore place
*however i like the lighthouse
-im scared ill have the baby by myself
*ima strong woman, i can handle it plus i can have a friend come down
-what if its not his
*ill still be in ga where jay is
-it will be akward for him to talk to other girls
*i have to be okay with that sometime
-i still love him
*that scares me
-hes excited and ok with me not working
*is he having thoughts about us?
-IM SO CONFUSED!!! a lot of me says go down. however if i come back to pa i woulnt have a job to return to and thats why i really dont wanna go... BUT I REALLY DO WANNA GO
*it will be great for my son, to be near dad... but i dont have to be 'with' his dad
my gut my head and my heart are leading toward yes
my friends and my job are leadin me towards no
***********big thing***************
even if i do go, i will be in pa quite a bit. i got april, may, n june cuz of a friend gettin married that ill be in pa!!
so ill b here quite a bit and my friends n family are here so its not like im never gonna visit. and im gonna have quite a bit o time on my hands so ill be calling everyone
this is why i dont want to leave
- i just got the rm position and i feel like if i say yes ill screw the lighthouse over
*however i know that i cant let that make me say no, but i feel so guilty
-i can transfer my americore place
*however i like the lighthouse
-im scared ill have the baby by myself
*ima strong woman, i can handle it plus i can have a friend come down
-what if its not his
*ill still be in ga where jay is
-it will be akward for him to talk to other girls
*i have to be okay with that sometime
-i still love him
*that scares me
-hes excited and ok with me not working
*is he having thoughts about us?
-IM SO CONFUSED!!! a lot of me says go down. however if i come back to pa i woulnt have a job to return to and thats why i really dont wanna go... BUT I REALLY DO WANNA GO
*it will be great for my son, to be near dad... but i dont have to be 'with' his dad
my gut my head and my heart are leading toward yes
my friends and my job are leadin me towards no
***********big thing***************
even if i do go, i will be in pa quite a bit. i got april, may, n june cuz of a friend gettin married that ill be in pa!!
so ill b here quite a bit and my friends n family are here so its not like im never gonna visit. and im gonna have quite a bit o time on my hands so ill be calling everyone
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