improvement

so i have decided i need to become a better person all aroundt. not that im a bad person, i just want to improve mentally, physically, emotionally, all of that. i just know that im not finished working on me. and time is even shorter now, expecially since i have had my son, I love him he's my angel. but i really wish i could of finished working on me first so i could do better with providing him a good future. college would of been cool, its just gonna have to wait for a bit now. im not sure what my complete calling is... i love to help and make people happy. i love working for the lighthouse, i just wish it was in a different location, where my family will be. well i guess its kinda like a family. idk im not going to get technical. but anyways i just wanna improve. and i guess im kinda just babbling but thats ok, thats blogging right.

how i can and want to improve on mentally:
`look into/start online schooling
`read more 'educational' books
`take my boards for cosmotology
`gain a broader vocabulary

how i can and want to improve on physically:
`do my tony hortons ten minute workouts
`walk more
`crunches
`run
`join a gym
`take exercise classes

how i can and want to improve on emotionally:
`be more understanding
`not assume
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