so... its the 18th... only days left (what happened to the MONTHS) february 9th is coming fast.
I HAVE NOTHING PREPARED.. and yet im on the computer blogging...
so today i put up the pack n play (i have to use the bassinet on it til i get a crib); his socks, sleepers and going home outfit are in the wash now (yay go me). im bout to do his dresser :) i want dinosaurs, but everything is pooh. soo pooh it is lol.
im just putting him in my room for now, the other room can b storage.
i cant wait im sooo excited. my sons going to be here finally!!!
Sunday, January 18, 2009
Saturday, January 10, 2009
Wednesday, January 7, 2009
new years resolution... CHURCH
so i know everyone comes up with their resolutions before new years, but its after and i still have no clue.
almost everyone does diets, not eating this, not doing that.
but i dont need to diet (pregnant or not pregnant, its hard for me to get fat)
i dont really eat anything bad for me. i dont drink too much. GEez im almost like perfect. lol just kidding.
Maybe church. i should go more. i need to go more. its been quite awhile. but i only feel comfortable in a catholic church (sorry vern n dan). but catholics (and i can say this being one) are very judgemental. like you almost have to be perfect; god forbid if youre gay, or divorced or just not nose in the air. so im terrified to go to church pregnant and not married. woulda been married but thats another story all together. so i like sinned. and didnt confess my sin, but i aint going to. Thats like saying i shouldnt have had my baby. which yes, he was a SUPRISE, but not a regret. nothing that im going to apoligize for. nothing im going to call a sin.
you might hear me say 'youve heard of jesus, well this is his brother' its a joke, probably a bad one, but its just another way of me saying accept it. i dont regret my baby, maybe what happened but i love my end result.
anyways back to the church thing: this is a reason why i stray from church. you might ask then why be catholic, why not go to another church. my reply, modern church is weird for me. there is no modern day things in our church. years ago i had to stop being an alter server (aka alter BOY) because i wasnt a BOY. so im used to anything but modern. but maybe thats the mindset i need to get out of. RESOLUTIONS ARE SOMETHING YOU HAVE TO WORK AT RIGHT???
so maybe this really should be my resolution.
church of some sort of some religion.
maybe ill learn bout all religions, maybe ill end up buddist (doubt it but you get the point)
so writing this i came up with my late new years resolution.
have any ideas let me know!!
almost everyone does diets, not eating this, not doing that.
but i dont need to diet (pregnant or not pregnant, its hard for me to get fat)
i dont really eat anything bad for me. i dont drink too much. GEez im almost like perfect. lol just kidding.
Maybe church. i should go more. i need to go more. its been quite awhile. but i only feel comfortable in a catholic church (sorry vern n dan). but catholics (and i can say this being one) are very judgemental. like you almost have to be perfect; god forbid if youre gay, or divorced or just not nose in the air. so im terrified to go to church pregnant and not married. woulda been married but thats another story all together. so i like sinned. and didnt confess my sin, but i aint going to. Thats like saying i shouldnt have had my baby. which yes, he was a SUPRISE, but not a regret. nothing that im going to apoligize for. nothing im going to call a sin.
you might hear me say 'youve heard of jesus, well this is his brother' its a joke, probably a bad one, but its just another way of me saying accept it. i dont regret my baby, maybe what happened but i love my end result.
anyways back to the church thing: this is a reason why i stray from church. you might ask then why be catholic, why not go to another church. my reply, modern church is weird for me. there is no modern day things in our church. years ago i had to stop being an alter server (aka alter BOY) because i wasnt a BOY. so im used to anything but modern. but maybe thats the mindset i need to get out of. RESOLUTIONS ARE SOMETHING YOU HAVE TO WORK AT RIGHT???
so maybe this really should be my resolution.
church of some sort of some religion.
maybe ill learn bout all religions, maybe ill end up buddist (doubt it but you get the point)
so writing this i came up with my late new years resolution.
have any ideas let me know!!
me, my car and my ideas
WELL.. yesterday came up with a GENIUS idea, (i like to plot things and often my ideas dont work, but i get excited anyways). so i was coming up with a way to get a new car or get my CANCER (rust) fixed. and i realized... hmm, im always doing somethies i.e. hitting a tree and knocking out my taillight, hitting the van, backing up and hitting the shed, or sideswiping my car along the cart things at walmart. If you notice, there is a pattern ALL ARE WHEN IM TRYING TO PARK AND BACK UP. so yinz now know i cant park to save my life lol.
HOWEVER, i was like; if i get full coverage and hit something my insurance will cover it and fix or replace my car, and it woulnt be insurance fraud or onpurpose, i just came to realization that i almost always hit something atleast once a week. but then, this is when i realized i know nothing about insurance. my dad doesnt talk to me so i called up my other 'dad' (who i ask all my dad questions to i.e. car, insurance, advice,boy stuff) "VERN, I HAVE AN AMAZING IDEA..." and i tell him my idea
SHUT DOWN. totally bursted my bubble (its ok though:) ) but aparently insurance doesnt work like i imagined. so now im not getting full coverage lol.
HOWEVER, i was like; if i get full coverage and hit something my insurance will cover it and fix or replace my car, and it woulnt be insurance fraud or onpurpose, i just came to realization that i almost always hit something atleast once a week. but then, this is when i realized i know nothing about insurance. my dad doesnt talk to me so i called up my other 'dad' (who i ask all my dad questions to i.e. car, insurance, advice,boy stuff) "VERN, I HAVE AN AMAZING IDEA..." and i tell him my idea
SHUT DOWN. totally bursted my bubble (its ok though:) ) but aparently insurance doesnt work like i imagined. so now im not getting full coverage lol.
Wednesday, December 24, 2008
wow...
wow christmas. i always get so excited cuz i get to see my family. hmm... why... i wonder... i cant seem to figure it out, cuz my dad just sits there and makes faces, immediatly pissed off because im here. well im done. i dont know wat to do anymore. its christmas, at least return a hello. i said hi, and all he does is put on a pissed off face. ITS CHRISTMAS for gods sake just at least give a fake hello.
well ill blog how it goes... its only christmas eve. this will be interesting.
well ill blog how it goes... its only christmas eve. this will be interesting.
Saturday, December 20, 2008
Sex and the City
so youve watched sex and the city right... well sometimes that seems like my life.
well before i lost my major social life... but i still have one
but i watch it, and just realize wow.. i should so be on here. exvept id be the virginal one, but having a very interesting dark side. not like a bad person but you know.
its very interesting to me, the way women work. we are weird, obsessive, jealous, compolsive, have to be perfect, try and hide all our flaws, the list could just go on and on...
but we females are another species. i remember 'playing' the guys. dressing a little edgy. going to the bar and just misbehaving.
i talk about it like it was years ago... lol well only months.
i know i talk about men like im discussing a movie. i know im complicated as all heck
i dont like guys that like me; i want to have to work for a mans affection. meaning i want him to experience the whole and real me before even sayin he likes me. if he likes me before he does its an automatic no go. i dont want things easy, and he dont know the full coplicated me that shows me: he is not picky and does not choose wisely.
a man watches a girl, talks with a girl, then can fall for here. i mean sure there is some lust at first sight, but i want to create that lust. i want a man i can show 'wow i wanna be with her' not a 'shes hot i wanna hit that' NO GO! i do not want an ignorant slob..
i cant lie, i can talk trashier than a man about a man im eyein up (eye candy) but just because hes hot and id love to see his body does NOT mean im bout to 'pounce on him' ima wait watch him for a bit (not stockerish and not obvious) look at his expression. is he looking talkative, sexual, pissed? i usually go for the 2nd one. not for the reason y oure probably thinking. but a man that is too talkative will never let me get a word in or listen to my opinion. hes a pissy man, hes just gonna make me upset and feel like i always gotta please him, but if hes sexual, you can tame a sexual man. Sexual men usually want to always please a woman (not talkin sex) but the want to see you pleased, happy, content. you can teach them to respect you as in your wishes (no sex before marriage, engagement, whatever)
but thats all for now. i have xmas at my house 2maro and need to get cleaning
well before i lost my major social life... but i still have one
but i watch it, and just realize wow.. i should so be on here. exvept id be the virginal one, but having a very interesting dark side. not like a bad person but you know.
its very interesting to me, the way women work. we are weird, obsessive, jealous, compolsive, have to be perfect, try and hide all our flaws, the list could just go on and on...
but we females are another species. i remember 'playing' the guys. dressing a little edgy. going to the bar and just misbehaving.
i talk about it like it was years ago... lol well only months.
i know i talk about men like im discussing a movie. i know im complicated as all heck
i dont like guys that like me; i want to have to work for a mans affection. meaning i want him to experience the whole and real me before even sayin he likes me. if he likes me before he does its an automatic no go. i dont want things easy, and he dont know the full coplicated me that shows me: he is not picky and does not choose wisely.
a man watches a girl, talks with a girl, then can fall for here. i mean sure there is some lust at first sight, but i want to create that lust. i want a man i can show 'wow i wanna be with her' not a 'shes hot i wanna hit that' NO GO! i do not want an ignorant slob..
i cant lie, i can talk trashier than a man about a man im eyein up (eye candy) but just because hes hot and id love to see his body does NOT mean im bout to 'pounce on him' ima wait watch him for a bit (not stockerish and not obvious) look at his expression. is he looking talkative, sexual, pissed? i usually go for the 2nd one. not for the reason y oure probably thinking. but a man that is too talkative will never let me get a word in or listen to my opinion. hes a pissy man, hes just gonna make me upset and feel like i always gotta please him, but if hes sexual, you can tame a sexual man. Sexual men usually want to always please a woman (not talkin sex) but the want to see you pleased, happy, content. you can teach them to respect you as in your wishes (no sex before marriage, engagement, whatever)
but thats all for now. i have xmas at my house 2maro and need to get cleaning
christmas (stole from beth)
1. Wrapping paper or gift bags?
wrapping paper
2. Real tree or Artificial?
real, no one likes fake things...
5. Do you like eggnog?
gross
6. Favorite gift received as a child?
not sure, i was always appreciative n loved everything
7. Hardest person to buy for?
my br0
8. Easiest person to buy for?
serena
9. Do you have a nativity scene?
of course, except jesus looks misshapen
10. Mail or email Christmas cards?
i always fill them out and always forget to mail them!!!
11. Worst Christmas gift you ever received?
ugh when i was 16 my aunt got me this pony shirt (like an 8 yr old would wear) my mom MADE me WEAR IT!!!
12. Favorite Christmas Movie?
the grinch stole xmas
13. When do you start shopping for Christmas?
the week b4 xmas
14. Have you ever recycled a Christmas present?
dont think so...
15. Favorite thing to eat at Christmas?
everything!
16. Lights on the tree?
of course
17. Favorite Christmas song?
its cold outside, its so seductive
18. Travel at Christmas or stay home?
home, well travel to the parents and grandparents lol
19. Can you name all of Santa's reindeer's?
of course!!!
20. Angel on the tree-top or star?
star, from the DG lol (dollar general)
21. Open the presents Christmas Eve or Christmas morning?
morning.. well technically eve cuz id sneak out and open some
22. Most annoying thing about this time of the year?
its cold
23. Favorite ornament theme or color?
no. i like random
24. Favorite food for Christmas dinner?
turkey or chicken
25. What do you want for Christmas this year?
nothing for me. just stuff for my son (bottles! breast feeding stuff)
wrapping paper
2. Real tree or Artificial?
real, no one likes fake things...
5. Do you like eggnog?
gross
6. Favorite gift received as a child?
not sure, i was always appreciative n loved everything
7. Hardest person to buy for?
my br0
8. Easiest person to buy for?
serena
9. Do you have a nativity scene?
of course, except jesus looks misshapen
10. Mail or email Christmas cards?
i always fill them out and always forget to mail them!!!
11. Worst Christmas gift you ever received?
ugh when i was 16 my aunt got me this pony shirt (like an 8 yr old would wear) my mom MADE me WEAR IT!!!
12. Favorite Christmas Movie?
the grinch stole xmas
13. When do you start shopping for Christmas?
the week b4 xmas
14. Have you ever recycled a Christmas present?
dont think so...
15. Favorite thing to eat at Christmas?
everything!
16. Lights on the tree?
of course
17. Favorite Christmas song?
its cold outside, its so seductive
18. Travel at Christmas or stay home?
home, well travel to the parents and grandparents lol
19. Can you name all of Santa's reindeer's?
of course!!!
20. Angel on the tree-top or star?
star, from the DG lol (dollar general)
21. Open the presents Christmas Eve or Christmas morning?
morning.. well technically eve cuz id sneak out and open some
22. Most annoying thing about this time of the year?
its cold
23. Favorite ornament theme or color?
no. i like random
24. Favorite food for Christmas dinner?
turkey or chicken
25. What do you want for Christmas this year?
nothing for me. just stuff for my son (bottles! breast feeding stuff)
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