this whole pregnancy thing

well let me first start and say i love my son with every bit of my heart. It hard being patient and waiting for him to 'arrive.'
ok i absolutely hate being pregnant (however, dont forget my first sentence!) i cant wait to wear my real clothes again. I want to have my innie belly button back. I absolutely hate lactating... i said it and i hate it and its GROSS. I want to be able to touch chemicals and not worry about what i eat. I hate all this hair, i feel like im just gonna wake up as a man! I want to bend over without it hurting or almost falling over. I want to be able to have a drink (when im 21 i mean...)if i want to. I hate that i missed the amusement parks. I just feel so incompitent and such and inconvenience. I cant lift stuff anymore, i just feel so useless.
And i hate that im moving (im excited to move) but i hate that i have to ask people to come and move my stuff for me because im not allowed to lift it.
I dont mean to complain but i just need to say it...
and its not that my childs an inconvenience, but i feel like IM the inconvenience for everyone else.

But here are the pros...
*itll be the first time im allowed to get 'fat' and eat as much as i want
*i get to go baby shopping
*i get to wear sweats to work
*i get to have a baby shower giving by some amazing friends
*i have the chance to be a GREAT mother
*IM GOING TO HAVE AN AMAZING WONDERFUL BABY BOY!!!!!!!!!

i am very excited! dont get me wrong, but i just cant wait to be not pregnant...

REMEMBER... it started with a kiss and ended up like THIS (pregnant)

and as i tell my lil brother girls are bad for you... CUZ holding hands leads to hugging, and hugging leads to kissing, and kissing leads to BABIES!!!