Questions & Answers

The Simple Stuff
Username:: almost perfect
Name:: Carla
Wearing:: cute black tights and hot red top
Eye Colour:: hazel
Hair Colour:: dark brown
Are You Wearing Make-up?: lip gloss (cant go without it)
Are You Listening To Music?: yeah
Ethnicity:: white...and i mean white lol
Are You Tanned?: normally yes
What Is Your Natural Hair Colour?: dirty blonde/light ass brown
Do You Have Nail Polish On?: no, had drill
Eating:: velveeta mac n cheese
Drinking:: cool aid
Is It Hot Or Cold?: cold... snowed in!!
Favourites:
Colour?: green??
Hair Colour?: dark
Hair Style?: crazy sex hair
Shop?: addicted.. possibly
Place To Be?: walmart LMAO
Sancuary?: curled up in a blanket
Relative?: my lol bro
Friend?: you know who yinz are!!!
City?: not sure
Country?: the U.S. of A
Drink?: red bull
Alcoholic Drink?: jeager bombs lol
Food?: crab legs
Seat In The Car?: drivers
Band?: KILL DINOSAUR KILL
Song?: it wasnt me
Musician?: van morrison
Artist?: me
Author?: mary higgins clark
Website?: myspace lol
Movie?: not sure
Animal?: sloth
Game?: mancola
Fantasy?: you in a jagr or crosbey jersey
Time Of Day?: noon
Time Of Night?: 9
Do You/Have You?
Drink?: love it
Smoke?: nope
Do Drugs? not me
Wet The Bed?: no
Lie?: fib but rarely
Cheat?: never
Brush Your Teeth?: duh
Brush Your Hair?: sometimes lol
Have A Pet?: bugs!! my perverted kitty
Have A Pool?: nada
Cut? no
Tried To Commit Suicide?: never, my life is too important
Wish You Were Someone Else?: i like being me!!
Wish You Were Somewhere Else?: yes i hate this town.
Wish You Had A Different Family?: could i trade the dad??
Get Good Grades?: in school yeah..
Have A Job?: soldier in the army reserves, resident manager, americorps member
Been Skinnydipping?: lmao at ashleys
Been On Stage:: of course
Sing?: all the time.. keep me away from karaoke night
Dance?: daily
Give Speeches?: only when beth makes me
Met A Famous Person?: yes. bettis.
Lost Your Voice?: yes
Had Detention?: haha once in high school
Been Expelled?: lol yes long story
Been Yelled At By A Teacher?: yes
Yelled At A Teacher?: no just argued
Been In A Fight At School?: no
Skipped School?: lol all the time
Pulled A Sickie?: duh
Had A Fight With Your Parents?: um yeah
Had Sex?: no, mother teresa lmao, i do have a son on the way
Are You?
Attractive?: yes
Loud?: in bed?? lol
Quiet?: sometimes
Shy?: with ppl i dont know or a large amount of ppl, except when im drinkin
Outgoing?: yeah
Religious?: kinda
Suicidal?: no
Homicidal?: no
A Good Role Model?: yes
Random:
Do You Like Yourself?: yes
Do You Believe In Yourself?: yeah, sometimes get doubts
Are You IN Love?: no
Have You Been In Love?: yes
Do You Have A Crush?: maybe
Have You Ever Had A Crush On A Teacher?: no lol
How Many Brothers And Sisters Do You Have?: 2
What Sexuality Are You?: straight
Who's Your Icon? no one
What's Your Favourite Saying?: huh??
Are You Male Or Female?: female
Do You Want To Be A Different Gender?: sometimes, cuz a guy doesnt have as many worries
Do You Ever Wonder What The Other Sex Thinks About?: no, i already know, always around guys
What's Your Favourite Genre Of Music?: not sure...
Do You Get Along With Your Parents?: my mother
Do You Buy CDs Or Download Them?: both
Do You Believe In God?: yes
Satan?: yes
Angels?: yes
Demons?: its a possibility
Ghosts? maybe
Aliens?: no
Reincarnation?: thats weird
Karma?: of course!!
Fate?: sometimes
Do You Shave Or Wax?: both
Do You Want To Get Married?: yes, i want a family more then anything, but im willing to be patient
Do You Want To Have Kids?: damen's on the way!!
Do You Dream Of 'The White Picket Fence'?: no not rele

UPDATE, i should have my own news...

so.. i went to church the other week. i got to see vern ?recommited? to bakerstown alliance. yay! i was so excited for him. dr. morledge (sp) made me laugh... though i didnt know him n vern went way back. but i was happy. its kinda weird for vern to be leaving the lighthouse but i have good faith in dan. (back to my topic) it felt so good to be in 'the house of God' though i dont know if it was concidered a service... they didnt do communion (do they do communion???) so i may not have technically ATTENDED a service. but i plan on doing so and MORE. gradually, it kinda feels like learning to swim, one step at a time. i think its hard to get involved cuz im shy and dont know the ins and outs. heck if i went to a catholic church id be a pro!! :)
but im doing something new. and out of everyone i know there (not a lot but still!) i really seem to like. they all seem supportive and 'family like'

yes, somehow i sit here STILL pregnant. geez what the heck. the dr didnt even see if i dialated anymore. (the other week i was 1cm!!!)
though i now have all the baby stuff ready (i think!!) and according to ashley ive been very hormonal and MEAN... (lol oops) but shes right, which is why i need all the prayers to have my baby before super bowl SUNDAYY!! hey... dont wanna be cranky during that. ANd not to start labor during the game, cuz thats just my luck.

my brother is in a band KDK Kill dinosaur kill (what a pleasant name) lol they did 2 shows so far.. its cute.. im ean RAD lol. its nice though, to see how happy my bro is to see me in the crowd (which isnt big) but once he sees me he sees his support :) so it makes me feel all warm inside (like i did a good thing or something) but hes my lil bro of course im there for him.. but he has a big show the 30th so if youd like to come!!!

my mom has some things going on (which i cant mention) it bothers me, and i pray everything is okay. she makes me worried, sometimes i feel like her mother. but yeah...

this is all the updates that i can think of and everything on my mind at the moment...

a new bundle of joy is on the way!!!

so... its the 18th... only days left (what happened to the MONTHS) february 9th is coming fast.
I HAVE NOTHING PREPARED.. and yet im on the computer blogging...

so today i put up the pack n play (i have to use the bassinet on it til i get a crib); his socks, sleepers and going home outfit are in the wash now (yay go me). im bout to do his dresser :) i want dinosaurs, but everything is pooh. soo pooh it is lol.
im just putting him in my room for now, the other room can b storage.
i cant wait im sooo excited. my sons going to be here finally!!!

its finally decided..

so i totally and officially picked out the name. Damen Dakota. <3 yay!

new years resolution... CHURCH

so i know everyone comes up with their resolutions before new years, but its after and i still have no clue.
almost everyone does diets, not eating this, not doing that.
but i dont need to diet (pregnant or not pregnant, its hard for me to get fat)
i dont really eat anything bad for me. i dont drink too much. GEez im almost like perfect. lol just kidding.
Maybe church. i should go more. i need to go more. its been quite awhile. but i only feel comfortable in a catholic church (sorry vern n dan). but catholics (and i can say this being one) are very judgemental. like you almost have to be perfect; god forbid if youre gay, or divorced or just not nose in the air. so im terrified to go to church pregnant and not married. woulda been married but thats another story all together. so i like sinned. and didnt confess my sin, but i aint going to. Thats like saying i shouldnt have had my baby. which yes, he was a SUPRISE, but not a regret. nothing that im going to apoligize for. nothing im going to call a sin.
you might hear me say 'youve heard of jesus, well this is his brother' its a joke, probably a bad one, but its just another way of me saying accept it. i dont regret my baby, maybe what happened but i love my end result.
anyways back to the church thing: this is a reason why i stray from church. you might ask then why be catholic, why not go to another church. my reply, modern church is weird for me. there is no modern day things in our church. years ago i had to stop being an alter server (aka alter BOY) because i wasnt a BOY. so im used to anything but modern. but maybe thats the mindset i need to get out of. RESOLUTIONS ARE SOMETHING YOU HAVE TO WORK AT RIGHT???
so maybe this really should be my resolution.
church of some sort of some religion.
maybe ill learn bout all religions, maybe ill end up buddist (doubt it but you get the point)
so writing this i came up with my late new years resolution.
have any ideas let me know!!

me, my car and my ideas

WELL.. yesterday came up with a GENIUS idea, (i like to plot things and often my ideas dont work, but i get excited anyways). so i was coming up with a way to get a new car or get my CANCER (rust) fixed. and i realized... hmm, im always doing somethies i.e. hitting a tree and knocking out my taillight, hitting the van, backing up and hitting the shed, or sideswiping my car along the cart things at walmart. If you notice, there is a pattern ALL ARE WHEN IM TRYING TO PARK AND BACK UP. so yinz now know i cant park to save my life lol.

HOWEVER, i was like; if i get full coverage and hit something my insurance will cover it and fix or replace my car, and it woulnt be insurance fraud or onpurpose, i just came to realization that i almost always hit something atleast once a week. but then, this is when i realized i know nothing about insurance. my dad doesnt talk to me so i called up my other 'dad' (who i ask all my dad questions to i.e. car, insurance, advice,boy stuff) "VERN, I HAVE AN AMAZING IDEA..." and i tell him my idea

SHUT DOWN. totally bursted my bubble (its ok though:) ) but aparently insurance doesnt work like i imagined. so now im not getting full coverage lol.