UPDATE, i should have my own news...

so.. i went to church the other week. i got to see vern ?recommited? to bakerstown alliance. yay! i was so excited for him. dr. morledge (sp) made me laugh... though i didnt know him n vern went way back. but i was happy. its kinda weird for vern to be leaving the lighthouse but i have good faith in dan. (back to my topic) it felt so good to be in 'the house of God' though i dont know if it was concidered a service... they didnt do communion (do they do communion???) so i may not have technically ATTENDED a service. but i plan on doing so and MORE. gradually, it kinda feels like learning to swim, one step at a time. i think its hard to get involved cuz im shy and dont know the ins and outs. heck if i went to a catholic church id be a pro!! :)
but im doing something new. and out of everyone i know there (not a lot but still!) i really seem to like. they all seem supportive and 'family like'

yes, somehow i sit here STILL pregnant. geez what the heck. the dr didnt even see if i dialated anymore. (the other week i was 1cm!!!)
though i now have all the baby stuff ready (i think!!) and according to ashley ive been very hormonal and MEAN... (lol oops) but shes right, which is why i need all the prayers to have my baby before super bowl SUNDAYY!! hey... dont wanna be cranky during that. ANd not to start labor during the game, cuz thats just my luck.

my brother is in a band KDK Kill dinosaur kill (what a pleasant name) lol they did 2 shows so far.. its cute.. im ean RAD lol. its nice though, to see how happy my bro is to see me in the crowd (which isnt big) but once he sees me he sees his support :) so it makes me feel all warm inside (like i did a good thing or something) but hes my lil bro of course im there for him.. but he has a big show the 30th so if youd like to come!!!

my mom has some things going on (which i cant mention) it bothers me, and i pray everything is okay. she makes me worried, sometimes i feel like her mother. but yeah...

this is all the updates that i can think of and everything on my mind at the moment...