LIFE

i have to say, i have some of the most amazing friends anyone could ever have. yeah some are dorks, some have bad habits, some are just nuts lol but they are awesome! they are the best family anyone could ever have! sometimes i dont always get to see em but that doesnt mean i dont love them. and they know that. I had some of the hardest times, yet my friends were always there for me. I cant tell you how many times they 'snuck' me out (*future reference, when my sons grounded nail the windows shut*) lol i practically lived at megs, ashs, n ryans. lol and then i somehow made it to the Blanchard house. Then i made a new set of friends (well a new addition of friends) some who got me in trouble (the boys lol) and some who led me to where i am today (MOIST! haha) and a newer friend who comes with me to my appts.

AND whats amazing... my friends welcome me into their family. Ive never felt loved before... and to have someone who isnt related and wants to involve you in things is just amazing.

So i want to say thank you!

*kinda makes me want to sing that one agulara song lol*

but seriously without all yinz, who knows where id be today. I didnt get left when i went through my troubled phase, yinz just supported me more and helped me cross that bridge. My friends where there through everything... my dad (im not gonna bring that up), getting kicked out of the house, being grounded cuz he didnt want to see my face, getting expelled, trying new things, getting sexually harassed at the tax place, miscarrying, joining the army, graduating beauty school, leaving for the army, supporting me while i was gone, and all support me and my son. AMAZING. God gave me what seemed to be a crappy hand, but it turned into a full house.
He gave me the best gift ever... LIFE.

i may have very little, but at the same time i have a lot.